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I WROTE ANOTHER 5K ON MY AWAKE FUSION TODAY! \o/

Major things happened! I wrote an uncomfortable dinner scene AND a bam! pow! wham! action scene. I'm so proud of myself! But soon comes the really angsty parts, and I don't know how well I'll do with those. They HURT to write, you know? I hate it when I feel all uncomfortable as I write. I wish I could separate from my writing and just go 'this is really angsty! mwahahaha!' but I can't.

So now it's standing in at 20k, with probably another ... 6 or 7k to go, maybe? IDK, I'm never good at estimating. Stuff has to happen.

The working title of the fic is Awake and Unafraid, which are of course lyrics from Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance. The song really really fits the fic. Amazingly, awesomely so, really. Because of this fic, I have listened to the song, which is the first MCR song I've listened to since the breakup. I hadn't been able to listen, but I am and it's okay. I'm okay.

Lately I've felt like I'm just posting in a vacuum. A void. I know someone's reading this, right? Could you please say hi or something?

I keep going to make an entry and then clicking out without typing anything.

*deletes post full of feelings about a certain SPIN article*

UGH. I thought I could talk about it without sounding irrational, but I guess not. :\

ANYWAY. I'm having a bad day. Meg is home sick for the second day in a row. Mom is also sick, and kind of ... well, she doesn't like me today, or something. (I'm selfish and self-centered and the world revolves around me and oh, I'm a shitty mother, too.)

I love S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W.

I dislike Summertime.

I need to get to work on writing. And beta reading. If I can concentrate, which ... HA, guess what? I CAN'T.

This is for turps who said "I would love some Mikey and Frank from the time they were living together. BFFs or pairing, either would be fine."

Here it is!

Title: Heating Up
Fandom: MCR
Pairing: Mikey/Frank
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 2100
Warning/kink: barebacking

( Heating Up )