hope is the thing with feathers

Title: wait (they don't love you like I love you)
Author: Green
Fandom: Guardian (TV)
Rating: G
Pairing: Ye Zun & Shen Wei, background Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan
Summary: Ye Zun hasn't met Zhao Yunlan yet, but he already hates him. Shen Wei hasn't been the same since he met the rookie police officer — the smiling isn't a problem in itself, but Ye Zun isn't used to having to share those smiles. It's Ye Zun's job to tease them out of his brother. He doesn't like that some cop they barely know can do it, too.

It's here on AO3

Title: Heroes Go Hungry
Fandom: Guardian
Rating: Teen
Length: 2k words
Content notes: Child Shen Wei POV, Shen Wei & Ye Zun. Explicit cannibalism. Hurt/comfort.
Author notes: Not fully beta'd but looked over by Mal and Bee.
Summary: Canon divergence. The brothers haven't seen food in days.

HERE at fan_flashworks for the Hungry challenge.

I wrote Guardian fic! I'm still shaky on characterizations but I'm getting there. Nervous AF to post it, but oh well. for fan_flashworks

Title: The Moon and All the Stars
Fandom: Guardian
Rating: Explicit
Length: 1339 words
Content notes: Shen Wei POV, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, spoilers through 38(?), past era, handjob, come eating, first time(?)
Author notes: my first (completed) Guardian fic omg
Summary: The things they get up to in caves.

here

Title: Promises We Never Made
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Pairing: Peter/Stiles
Rating: Teen
Length: 1380
Content notes: implied violence, implied temporary character death
Author notes: I haven't written anything in weeks and weeks and it felt so good to write this!
Summary: Peter runs off to wreak havoc without telling Stiles where he's going. Then Stiles has to rescue him.

at fan_flashworks for the Promise challenge

Title: Highly Unusual
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Pairing: Derek/Peter/Stiles
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Omegaverse, Uncle/Nephew incest, see tags on AO3
Summary: The life of an omega isn't exactly glamorous. They're taken away from their families when they present, and not allowed back into society until they're safely mated. Stiles just came away from his coming out ball with two potential mates. Legally, he has to choose by the end of the season, or else he'll have to stay in the omega school for another year, until the next season, when all this will start again.

This is a story about what it's like to have your very existence regulated, and what happens when you defy society and fall in love.

Link on AO3
Chapter 10

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.

These are stories I think define me as a creator. These are the ones I worked hardest on and put the most of myself into.

Harry Potter

Title: Now See the Invisible
Pairing: Harry Potter/Severus Snape
Rating: R/Mature
Word Count: 7513
Tags: Snape Lives, Post-War, powerful!Harry, magical sex
Summary: Harry's magic begins to grow following Voldemort's defeat.
Notes: written for the 2012 Secret Snarry Swap. I have shipped Snarry for well over a decade now, but I haven't written much of it. This is my best one, I think.

Teen Wolf

Title: Awake and Unafraid
Pairing: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Rating: NC-17/Explicit
Word Count: 31,047
Tags: Alternate Universe - Fusion, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alpha Peter Hale, Alpha Derek Hale, Beta Derek Hale, Human Scott McCall, Minor Character Deaths, Alive Claudia Stilinski, Car Accident, Parallel Universes, Magical Stiles Stilinski, Rebuilt Hale House, original non-human characters, Spirits, Spirit Guides, Mates
Summary: Since the car accident that took one of his parents (or both, or neither), Stiles has been living two alternating parallel lives.
Notes: Okay, so. This fic took me years to write. I started it in 2012 but didn't finish and post it until 2015. I'm still not 100% happy with it (if I reworked it, I would be kinder to Peter, for one), but I think it's my most imaginative story, and it was fun to write. It was also a pain in the ass to write, but what good story isn't? I am PROUD of this fic. I don't think I've ever topped this one, plot-wise.

Title: Into the Sea of Waking Dreams
Pairing: Peter Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Rating: PG-13/Teen & Up
Word Count: 6291
Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Season 2 AU, Werewolf Stiles Stilinski, Angst, Mates, Suicidal Ideation, Ableist Language, Ghost Peter, Resurrection, Peter haunts Stiles instead of Lydia
Summary:

"Nothing is happening to me," Stiles says slowly.

"You've been acting weird," Derek says.

I'm being haunted by my dead mate, Stiles wants to say, but he swears he can hear Peter humming. If it's not real, he doesn't want to know.

(S2 AU in which Peter haunts Stiles instead of Lydia.)
Notes: I wanted to write this story for YEARS. It was always in the back of my mind, slowly taking form, so when I wrote it, it felt like it was meant to be. It's one of my favorites.

So many WIPs. Too many, really. But I'd love to get one or two of them finished before 2015 rolls around. To help me get these straight in my mind, I've compiled a list!

( a couple of unfinished works I have lying around gdocs )

Pom-pom wave at me if you want?

My 'you've got kudos!' email from AO3 this morning was massive. And I didn't even post to any main comms! I've still got to post the link to the teen wolf and sterek comms. But yay, for a shortish PWP I didn't think would get much readership, The Rites of Midnight is doing really well! (I think the main reason is because it's the most popular pairing in a huge fandom, but maybe part of it at least is that it's good?)

(But what I am REALLY excited about is my TW Hols fic. Which ... still hasn't been posted. Woessss.)

But my Secret Snarry Swap fic is doing really well, too. I will tell you a secret: I am in love with the response to my Snarry. Because it's in a journal entry (3 of them, really, on IJ, DW, and LJ) and has gotten comments. Actual comments with substance. And recs! After I'm revealed as the author I will tell you about the recs. Because it's so exciting! And all without my name attached to the fic, so it's anonymous squeeing and admiration for the writing and the plot and the characterizations and the SUBSTANCE of the fic. I'm not saying I'm posting all my fics anon from now on (that would drive me nuts! I want credit!) but there's something interesting about the response from people when they don't know who I am.(You can tell I don't do anon exchanges very often)

The icons are coming along well! People have suggested some really interesting characters. (FRANNIE VECCHIO) (chrome wants me to change Vechio to Lovechild. and then I realized it's Vecchio and it wants me to change it to Pinocchio. WHAT? *adds Vecchio to dictionary*)

I'm so nervous about the boys coming. I don't know how I'll handle 13 days with them. Well, I know I'll have Ativan, but I need ideas of things to do with them. I bought new video games (which means I'll have less money for food. oops.) and hopefully that will keep them happy. There will be cooking/baking they can do with me, but I think only Zach will enjoy that while DJ reads. Or whatever it is that DJ does while he's ignoring me/the world.

I wanted to do that fandom stocking thingy but I did not. I wanted to put my name and address in for people to send me cards, but I didn't do that, either. So now it's too late and I'm feeling down about not getting things.

OH. but nwhepcat sent me TWO cards. And wesleysgirl sent me a card with Snoopy on it! Which reminds me of Xander's Snoopy dance and makes me even happier. THANK YOU, GUYS.

I keep starting and deleting an 'about me' post. ( some stuff about me that's too boring to take up its own post - trigger warning for mention of abuse and suicidal thoughts )