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the stupid, worst thing in my life right now is that yesterday I had an evaluation with a psychiatrist and she said I wouldn't get disability at all because she was going to put in her report that all I needed was a change in meds. all I need! a change in meds!

I've been bipolar since I was 13 and agoraphobic since I was 15, on meds and off meds. all kinds of meds! but yeah, all I need is a meds change and I'm going to be A-Okay. Because the doctor says so! It must be true!

Ugh.