hope is the thing with feathers

Y HALO THAR, FLIST! Or shall I call you my circle?

I am busy getting content together for three_weeks_for_dw. So far I have some journal headers, my Mikeyway fic project, and a picspam in the making. I plan to make icons, more headers, and more picspammy stuff. Also, hopefully I'll finish my hurt/comfort Waycest fic soon and be able to post that.

Here's my plan for three_weeks_for_dw: COMMENTING MORE. I have been trying to comment more at DW instead of LJ for awhile now, but I plan to step it up. POSTING CONTENT TO DW ONLY. That's pretty much what the fest is about, anyway. ADDING MORE PEOPLE TO MY DW CIRCLE. I've been doing this, but I'm sure there will be more awesome people I will find during the fest. FRIENDING MEME. Maybe. I want more bandom on DW. COMMENT FIC. I'm ... not quite working on my prompts yet, but I will!

What else, what else. If you are reading me on LJ, please remember that for about the next month or so I will be posting things at DW that are only here. So check often if you don't have a DW account. (or you could just get a DW account, add me to your circle, and go from there :D)

I have some new friends, so I am thinking of writing an ABOUT ME post. I might be confusing to new people, I'm not sure. I also want to write a WHY JUDAISM post, about what brought me to the religion and why it resonates with me.

My BADD post is done and ready to be posted on May 1st. It took a lot out of me writing it, but I think it is an important post that needed to be written, and while it sickens and angers me, I am glad I wrote it.

Are you participating in BADD?

Blogging Against Disablism Day

You don't have to write a post -- people who listen and learn are just as important.

And NEWS: I forgot to post this, but the hospital re-RE-scheduled Meg's tests (the flim-flamming bastards). We will be going in to Shands on Monday after all. Which means I will be AFK a lot, but I do have a hotel room with internet booked, so I will be around when I can be.

( cut for TMI of the poopy variety )

I'm writing! This fic wants to be longer. I just want to finish it. It's like a standoff between me and the fic, the fic and me.

So how are YOU doing today?

My project is proceeding apace. LOL I LIKE SAYING THAT. Seriously though, I'm doing this awesome thing and I want to share it with you so badly, but part of me wants to keep it a secret. YOU WILL KNOW IN DUE TIME. hint: right now I'm writing the Mikey/Gabe parts and it is awesome. And I have 13k words written so far.

Meg is sick today, woe. Throwing up sick. WOE.

I have a date on Wednesday. I don't know much about the guy other than he's smart and funny, but he's 24 and probably too immature for me. WE WILL SEE.

Adam came over and I'm feeling better. Just talking has helped a LOT.

Meg went to the doctor today because her toe was all bloody and weird. She has a slight infection, so the doctor gave her some antibiotics.

Did I mention I'm feeling better? I don't want to die anymore, and my mood is up. My head still feels scrambled, but at least I'm talking in complete sentences again.

Thank you for all the hugs and good thoughts.

Meg is home sick from school today, so I have all three LOUD CHILDREN in my house, driving me crazy. SEND HALP.

In other news, GERARD WAY YOU RIDICULOUS MAN. Oh guys, my love for him is infinite.

My boys are great. They are really, really good kids who got stuck with a shitty situation where they don't see me very often, and it's hard on them but they're resilient and funny and so smart and I love them so, so much.

Meg is anxious with them around, though. They're too noisy and active, and she's pulling her hair out in chunks. I wish things were different.

My mom's boyfriend is in the hospital with heart and lung problems. I hope he's okay, because mom loves him a whole lot.

Meg had some pretty bad seizures today and didn't bounce back from them like usual, so we spent most of the day in the ER. Not fun. Everything's okay now, Meg's back at home and feeling better. I'm so tired I want to cry.

I have 4400 words of fic but it's messy and needs a complete overhaul. I don't even know what I'm doing with it, or if I'm going to finish it or what. I kind of don't like it very much right now.

I went to see Terminator Salvation yesterday with Adam. It was okay, but I mostly just looked at Anton Yelchin and sighed. It's awesome to see him without the accent, and he's cute as a button. Christian Bale did nothing for me.

Meg is having a lot of seizures today. :\ I don't know what's going on with her. We upped one of her medications recently, and that should have helped, but it's not.