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I really find myself missing the LJ era of fandom, and then I don't post over here and try to stay connected to others. I guess it seems like I don't have the spoons to do so. I don't know. I don't even try most of the time. I want to be part of fandom community! I want to talk to people! But I'm depressed and anxious and it sucks so bad. I haven't written fic in ages. I haven't been excited about very much at all in too long.