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Jan. 15th, 2023 11:44 amHi, all. I am still here. Still crawling out of depression. Today feels like an okay day so far, though I overslept. But maybe that's the secret: I finally got some sleep! :P
Seasonal depression is wreaking havoc on my relationships, though. Oct/Nov/Dec are the worst times, and I often just give up on my emotional health, and then I regret it later. Thank god I have exes who still want to be friends with me. But it still leaves me single and lonely. I need a partner who will be like 'oh, you think you're breaking up with me? HA. We'll see how you feel in February. I think you just need a break from trying to feel things.' But I don't think I can manage finding someone like that. Also if someone said that to me I would probably be scared.
Seasonal depression is wreaking havoc on my relationships, though. Oct/Nov/Dec are the worst times, and I often just give up on my emotional health, and then I regret it later. Thank god I have exes who still want to be friends with me. But it still leaves me single and lonely. I need a partner who will be like 'oh, you think you're breaking up with me? HA. We'll see how you feel in February. I think you just need a break from trying to feel things.' But I don't think I can manage finding someone like that. Also if someone said that to me I would probably be scared.
