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[green]

Hi, all. I am still here. Still crawling out of depression. Today feels like an okay day so far, though I overslept. But maybe that's the secret: I finally got some sleep! :P

Seasonal depression is wreaking havoc on my relationships, though. Oct/Nov/Dec are the worst times, and I often just give up on my emotional health, and then I regret it later. Thank god I have exes who still want to be friends with me. But it still leaves me single and lonely. I need a partner who will be like 'oh, you think you're breaking up with me? HA. We'll see how you feel in February. I think you just need a break from trying to feel things.' But I don't think I can manage finding someone like that. Also if someone said that to me I would probably be scared.

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[ride_4ever]

Just wanting you to know I found it helpful to contemplate the thought -- based on your comments -- that waiting another month for the SAD to lift while trying to have an acceptance of "taking a break from feeling things" might be a good attitude for me to take.

Wishing you a "Springtime lift"!

[green]

*hug* I hope it is helpful! Wishing you a springtime lift as well. <333

[ride_4ever]

*hugs moar*

[adafrog]

{{{hugs}}}

[green]

*hugs!*

[lunabee34]

*hugs*

[green]

*hug* Thank youuu

[alee_grrl]

hugs!

[green]

thanks, bb. *hugs*