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I am feeling so terrible. I thought it was better, or getting there, but no. Not really.

And it really is not helping at all that I'm mostly just isolating and dwelling on how terrible I feel. I know that, I really do, but I can't seem to STOP. So if anyone wants to try to distract me that would be great. Only, I don't know how I will deal with interaction right now. Certain things make me feel really bad. I don't know what, specifically, though. I don't know what will trigger me. So... you probably won't want to try. Unless you have nothing but kittens and rainbows for me. UGH. I'm difficult right now. I'm sorry.

Someone on OKCupid messaged me. I messaged back. I haven't done that in awhile. I probably shouldn't, since I'm kinda fucked up, but sometimes I like to pretend I am normal.

Meg is walking better. Still needs lots of assistance, but she is putting less weight on me (and my aching back) and more on her legs. Yay!

Mom went out. I think she went to get Thanksgiving stuff? I hope so. I cannot face the outside world right now.

I made progress on the paperwork. It needs to be mailed in TODAY. I have a couple of dates I need to fill in and I think I will be done. I hope.