hooray!

thank you very much to the person who sent me my new backpack and a book to keep me on track for school. it is GREATLY appreciated, bb.

I am sooo nervous about going, though. soooo nervous. I thought I was over it, but I'm back to wondering if I'll be able to actually go to classes and do the work, etc. I do not trust my mental health. :\

but I'm going to TRY to stay positive. try try try. but I need you guys so bad. you have no idea how much it means to me that you believe in me and think I can do it. it makes me cry happy tears, it really does.