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I need a life coach. And a writing coach. And a personal trainer, and a dietitian. I need someone to tell me how to manage the time I have. I don't know! I get hardly anything done and I have tons of time, truly.

today, though, today (after the agony and horribleness of weeks and weeks of nothing [fic-wise] written) I wrote 1740 words of something that is either a kink bingo fill or the beginning of a real-ass novel. Erotic novel. That I want to self publish because I have always wanted to self publish something! so I don't think I'll be posting it yet. maybe if I write more and get this actual real-ass novel finished, I can post this beginning as a teaser. I think it would make a great teaser. :D

het. ihni how this happened. the only time I think about het sex anymore is in a boys-turned-into-girls way. but then this thing happened. *hands*

I have paperwork and a phone call I need to make in order to do the whole financial aid thingy for school. I've been putting it off. I might be trying to sabotage, because I am scared to death of school.

okay. just wanted to say hi. going to go away and go back to writing now. :D?

say hi. I miss you all, so say hi to me.