meds and such

tapering off two meds right now:

1. ritalin, because it was making me more agitated than my regular agitated self.

2. paxil, because it might have been causing me to cycle.


I'm feeling really fragile right now. and I have all these EMOTIONS I'm not used to feeling. blah.

i've been trying to exercise. am thinking of buying a bicycle.

I'm afraid I'm going to always be alone because no one will want to actually take all my baggage with me. :|||||||

i'm writing Veela!Mikey/Bob fic. :D?

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in case you haven't been reading this space for the past zillion years, my ex is an asshole.