POALL

( tell me what to write today! )

my mom told me she could see my one wrinkle this morning and I started crying. not because I care about wrinkles, but because it means time is passing and I still don't have a degree. or something of my own. or... idk. a career. or whatever. I don't feel like an adult yet and I'm getting wrinkles. and my 35th birthday is coming up in May and ugh. I want to do something fabulous for it. got any ideas? (I mean on the internet, like idk a FEST or something, but not a fest but something, just not something IRL because IRL sucks) sigh.

so tell me what to do today ... after I do the dishes which are piled high in the sink.

Val

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And then settiai just posted saying that it was posted on Facebook that she's passed away.

I have a life because of her. I have friends because of her. I don't know what I would've done if she'd never been in my life. I don't know what else to say.