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Sometimes I feel like I've lost more friends than I've ever made
I miss people, you know?
I'm bad at communicating how much someone means to me,
and bad at initiating conversations,
and bad at conversations in general.

It's hard for me to watch fandom friends drift away. There's this one ... two ...
hundred
and you're gone, and I don't fit in with your new friends
Don't you remember the time we ...
chatted
rped
met in person
wrote fic together
talked on the phone?

do you miss me? I miss you.