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Hi. I'm still alive.
The doctor put me on some new meds the other day: the T3 thyroid pill and lithium. I am tentatively declaring it the best thing that's happened to me all year.
In embarrassing news, I started smoking again. I feel really guilty about it. And I can't afford it.
I've been watching The West Wing for the first time. I'm on season 6 already because I've been mainlining it and not doing anything else except take care of Meg.
Still can't get Meg's seizures under control. We're taking her to Gainesville in about a month for a hospital stay and to get some new eyes on her case. Her main neurologist says she's the hardest case he's ever had.
My mom is having trouble with her heart. There's a lot of different things going on and she just got put on four medications in the past two weeks. On top of that she has to have her gall bladder out. Normally it's a pretty easy procedure, but with the heart problems there's increased risk of course.
The boys are coming for Thanksgiving. I've missed them so much but I'm worried I won't be able to handle the stress.
I'm sorry for isolating so much. The depression gets so bad I can't see or feel anything in front of me.
The doctor put me on some new meds the other day: the T3 thyroid pill and lithium. I am tentatively declaring it the best thing that's happened to me all year.
In embarrassing news, I started smoking again. I feel really guilty about it. And I can't afford it.
I've been watching The West Wing for the first time. I'm on season 6 already because I've been mainlining it and not doing anything else except take care of Meg.
Still can't get Meg's seizures under control. We're taking her to Gainesville in about a month for a hospital stay and to get some new eyes on her case. Her main neurologist says she's the hardest case he's ever had.
My mom is having trouble with her heart. There's a lot of different things going on and she just got put on four medications in the past two weeks. On top of that she has to have her gall bladder out. Normally it's a pretty easy procedure, but with the heart problems there's increased risk of course.
The boys are coming for Thanksgiving. I've missed them so much but I'm worried I won't be able to handle the stress.
I'm sorry for isolating so much. The depression gets so bad I can't see or feel anything in front of me.
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