goals

[green]

1. Go back to therapy to learn coping mechanisms for dealing with the anxiety and agoraphobia.
2. Apply for disability in the meantime.
3. Go back to school.
4. Write. Write like the wind!
5. Get a job. Get off disability.
6. Keep writing.

This is what I want to do with my life. It kind of depends on how well therapy goes, and if the techniques I learn actually work to help me overcome my anxiety.

Also, I should add quit smoking to my list of goals. It is a short term and ongoing goal though, along with going to the gym (if I can get out of the house, omg) and getting in better shape. Exercise should help with the anxiety.

I don't want to do too much at once, so I'm starting with therapy and the gym. Today I filled out a referral form for the therapy place. Deep breaths.

Comments

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

*cheerleads*

[green]

♥♥♥

[sanj]

Go go go go.

*waves pompoms for you*

[green]

:D Thank you, bb!

[flaming_muse]

Every step forward is a good step! :)

[green]

\o/

*hugs* Thank you.

[redsnake05]

That's good progress, just getting the forms done. Keep it up!

[green]

I am planning to drop the form off today before I go to the store. That is two things I can hopefully get done today that really need doing. \o/

[turlough]

Just filling in the forms is a step forward so go you!!

[green]

I filled out the form AND took it up to the office today! \o/

[turlough]

\o/\o/\o/

[snuffkin]

Filling out forms is the worst part and you already did that! YAY YOU :D

[green]

Thank you! And after I wrote this post, I took the form up to the therapy place, and they will be calling me soon with a first appointment! \o/

[calystarose]

Re: quitting smoking

http://www.ecigexpress.com/joye-510-c-13

That's the system I have. It handily replaces the cigarettes, though it took me about three months to fully stop having the occasional actual cigarette. But once that transition is made, the cost savings are enormous. Even if you buy new cartridges instead of refill fluid.

[green]

Thank you so much! I will definitely look into it. *bookmarks*

[nadya]

I hope everything will go according to plan for you =D

[green]

I hope so too! Thank you, bb. <3