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Today I am at Adam's house. He's got chickens and goats and a dog that behaves, and all kinds of cool things for the boys to get into. Right now Z is hunting arrowheads and a little while ago the boys were driving the golf cart around. I am borrowing Adam's mom's computer to post this and talk to Andrea and Kat online. I'm having a good day.

Still no news on my mom's boyfriend. It's a weird situation that I might post about locked one of these days.

I really wish I could write, but I can't do it with the kids around. My mind just won't let me. I'm so afraid I'll lost my writing mojo.

I'm so fucking horrendously anxious about Meg's upcoming tests. I don't remember if I've posted about it, but we are going to be scheduled for a five day hospital stay with her so she can have a long video EEG and an MRI. The last time we did that, it was several years ago and I had a prolonged panic attack. At least this time I will have medication and I can drug myself to the eyeballs with Ativan if need be.