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I keep going to make an entry and then clicking out without typing anything.

*deletes post full of feelings about a certain SPIN article*

UGH. I thought I could talk about it without sounding irrational, but I guess not. :\

ANYWAY. I'm having a bad day. Meg is home sick for the second day in a row. Mom is also sick, and kind of ... well, she doesn't like me today, or something. (I'm selfish and self-centered and the world revolves around me and oh, I'm a shitty mother, too.)

I love S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W.

I dislike Summertime.

I need to get to work on writing. And beta reading. If I can concentrate, which ... HA, guess what? I CAN'T.

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[calystarose]

You know, if it would make you feel better, write out your post about the Spin article and set it to private. I've done that a few times. I felt a need to write out something, but I didn't want to really have anyone see or comment on it.

It's amazing how good family is at stomping on all of your own fears/doubts about yourself. *hugs*

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