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green ([personal profile] green) wrote2009-06-18 01:27 pm

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It is so fucking hot. I could deal with the heat, though, if not for the humidity. It's like a fucking sauna outside, and no breeze at all. UGH. It's currently 95 degrees, although weather.com tells me it FEELS LIKE 107. Not that I needed weather.com to tell me what I already fucking know. Fucking Florida. >:(

Besides being disgusted by the weather, I'm feeling pretty good. I am awake! This is the best I hoped for last week, just being awake is wonderful. I feel better, too. I'm not as depressed. This is after two days of Pristiq, and apparently after 2 weeks I should feel the full effects. \o/

I'm still not up to writing, but I've been RPing and that's gone well so far. I don't feel apathetic about it or anything!

Meg has been sick. For a few days she did nothing but sleep, and then yesterday she had all the funtimes of a stomach virus. Today she's still got diarrhea but is not throwing up. *keeps fingers crossed*

But today I have to leave the house and go to the store. No matter how much better I'm feeling, I still have crippling agoraphobia and leaving the house, even though I have to, is a big production. But I do have to or there will be no food. Siiiiiiiigh. I'll do it. I can dooooo it.

I don't wanna do it.

That is all today, I think. You can tell I'm doing better because I wrote more than one line!