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[green]

I would not wish depression, anxiety, or BPD on my worst enemy. not that I have any enemies (that I know of! I probably have seekrit fandom enemies who hate me because once about 8 years ago I was an inadvertent asshole in a wank about potatoes).

HOWEVER, today is a glorious day. (yesterday was pretty good, too)

I am hypomanic, I guess. I am trying not to think very hard about it because while it's kind of a false and brain chemistry-induced cycle thing, it feels so good. It feels so normal and natural and I wish I could feel like this all the time.

But it won't stick around and I have to recognize that. I should do the things I want to do while I'm able to do them, because I won't be able to do them for very long. Knowing that makes me sad, but ... whatever. Right now I feel amazing and I'm going to try to enjoy it while I can.

It's a brand new year! I have hope.

Comments

[a2zmom]

I remember that whole potato wank. I still haven't forgiven you for that french fry comment.

L'Shana Tovah, sweetie!

Feeling great is a good thing even if you know it's just a passing fling.

[green]

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[cleo]

I've got to say, I find the fact that you write about both the good and the bad and how you deal with both really inspiring. <3

[green]

Thank you so much, bb. I need to be reminded of that sometimes. :)

[sperrywink]

Good moods are to be cherished. Upswings are what I live for.

[green]

I hadn't had an upswing in so long I forgot how great (and what a relief) they were! *hugs and snuggles*

[trascendenza]

How great that you can enjoy this moment. :)

Your icon is such cuteness, bweee!

[green]

Thank you! :D

[majoline]

*hugs* I'm so glad that you get to feel good finally. ♥ *sends support*

[green]

*smooch*

[noxie]

Happy new year! *squish*

[green]

thanks, darling! :D