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[green]

day 3 of depakote is working out well. I feel a lot better. I'm able to concentrate enough to read and hopefully soon that will slide into writing.

I'm really sorry for isolating lately. I get so embarrassed by my mental illness, and feeling like a waste of space, and feeling like I'm worthless... blahblah.

many many thanks to those of you who checked on me and commented to me (I was in no place to comment back, but know I appreciate it whole-heartedly)

this time around was ... really bad. for two days I was suicidal and close to going inpatient again. mom kept me sane enough to stay home.

thanks for sticking around. I love you all.

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[teaotter]

*more hugs*

[romantical]

♥ ♥ ♥

[schemingreader]

Thanks for letting people know how you are.

[omens]

Glad you made it through, hugs for your mom as well!

[turlough]

*hugs*

[reginagiraffe]

*hugs*

Glad you're seeing some light in the darkness!

[teaotter]

Isolating is a thing that happens, and it's okay. Limiting the stimuli that can come at you when you're having trouble handling the ones already there -- that's actually a perfectly logical thing. It's protective, and protecting yourself is okay.

[mific]

hang in there and hope it keeps on improving.

[adafrog]

Glad it's working for you.

[turps]

♥ ♥ ♥

[noxie]

*hugs* I'm so glad you're feeling better, hon! ♥

[amadi]

I'm sorry I'm late commenting, but I'm glad you're seeing a positive change. ♥