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[green]

I feel like apologizing for being so crazy. I've been apologizing to my mom.

I've been almost nonstop crying since I switched from lithium to Lamictal. It's terrible. I'm calling the doc tomorrow.

Today I'm trying to watch tv instead of playing video games, which is what I've been doing for months now.

I want to write so badly. But I can't think.

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[gloss]

I fucking hate the uncooperative crazy beain that prevents writing. I am so sorry you're feeling it.

Also you have NOTHING to apologize for. You are wonderful and so, so loved.