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So, as you probably know, I turn 35 next month. I woke up crying about this and cried for approximately an hour. Mostly because my life sucks and I always thought that by the time I was 35, my life would be decent and I'd have a degree and possibly a career but at least a degree. And my own place. Heh.
Also, I'm really fat. I only get on the scale at the doctor's office, but that's not the problem. The problem is the GIANT BELLY. Ugh. So gross. I feel disgusting. I don't care about the number, but I really don't want to feel disgusted when I look in the mirror.
It would really help if I would stop EATING so much. It's totally unhealthy, the way I eat. I don't eat anything for most of the day (a cup of coffee and lots of water is about all I have from the time I get up until 5pm) and then I binge for most of the night. I have the equivalent of 4-5 dinners between the hours of 5-11pm. UGH. I hate it. I hate what I do to myself.
We're going to court this afternoon to get guardianship of Meg. It shouldn't take long, but we have to lug the wheelchair around because there's poor parking at the courthouse and Meg can't walk that far.
I'm writing. It's coming along really well. My Awake fusion (which is sorta like the Watches 'verse in Sherlock fandom? but different) has plot now. I know where it's going. I just ... am having trouble getting there. But I will prevail! :D?
So, as you probably know, I turn 35 next month. I woke up crying about this and cried for approximately an hour. Mostly because my life sucks and I always thought that by the time I was 35, my life would be decent and I'd have a degree and possibly a career but at least a degree. And my own place. Heh.
Also, I'm really fat. I only get on the scale at the doctor's office, but that's not the problem. The problem is the GIANT BELLY. Ugh. So gross. I feel disgusting. I don't care about the number, but I really don't want to feel disgusted when I look in the mirror.
It would really help if I would stop EATING so much. It's totally unhealthy, the way I eat. I don't eat anything for most of the day (a cup of coffee and lots of water is about all I have from the time I get up until 5pm) and then I binge for most of the night. I have the equivalent of 4-5 dinners between the hours of 5-11pm. UGH. I hate it. I hate what I do to myself.
We're going to court this afternoon to get guardianship of Meg. It shouldn't take long, but we have to lug the wheelchair around because there's poor parking at the courthouse and Meg can't walk that far.
I'm writing. It's coming along really well. My Awake fusion (which is sorta like the Watches 'verse in Sherlock fandom? but different) has plot now. I know where it's going. I just ... am having trouble getting there. But I will prevail! :D?