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Some good things

I have faster internet now!

DJ (middle child) is 21, as of yesterday!

I voted early!

I have a good idea of what I'm writing for my Discord exchange!

The storm the other day left minimal damage!

I'm still broke but not as much as I thought I was!

I went to the store today and it didn't completely suck!

Some bad things

The Oscars triggered some bad memories that I'm still trying to deal with. I started to write a post about it, but then I stopped because I hated it and it made me cry more.

I don't really like the Wangxian relationship in The Untamed that much, which makes it super hard to enjoy the majority of fics I've started to read and then gave up on. I liked it enough to root for them and aww over them while watching, but I feel like they should have played up the tension a little more? Overall I just find it less than interesting. Unfortunately, the ships I do like seem to be all written by teens and extreme kinksters and I don't like that, either. I don't want to be like this, I swear. I realize this is a vastly unpopular opinion. :(

DJ's still not talking to me.

I haven't written any of my book this month.

I'm having to ration my pain meds again.

I'm having trouble focusing on reading, still, which makes me sad. I've bought books but they are sitting in my kindle taunting me.