*screams in frustration*

[green]

not even gonna type it out, because thinking too hard about this web of problems is going to make me MORE anxious.

RL sucks at the moment.

hugs would not go amiss, if you are comfortable giving them. good, calming thoughts, too.

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[reginagiraffe]

*HUGS*

[green]

thank you. <3

[batdina]

:::hugs::: from the left coast.

[green]

thank you. <3

[lostdragonfound]

*HUGS*

[green]

thank you. <3

[fairestcat]

*hugs gently*

[green]

thank you. <3

[turlough]

*sends ALL the hugs and lots of calming thoughts*

[green]

thank you. <3

[that_mireille]

*all the hugs*

[green]

thank you. <3

(also, wow, long time no see! *hugssss*)

[that_mireille]

I know, right? *hugs more* That was an incredibly long depressive downswing I had. (Still depressed, but now able to talk to people!)

[green]

*hugs hugs hugs*

I understand. Some days I am unable to talk to anyone but my closest friends, and even then I have certain times of days that I avoid all contact with everyone, you know? I'm okay in the mornings, mostly, but the evenings are especially hard on me. I haven't figured out why, yet.

[that_mireille]

There were months where the only person I could make myself talk to was Sofy, and that was mostly because she didn't give me a choice (and that was the right thing for her to do, btw). I'm closer to my Dad than I am to almost anyone, and I think there was a period of about three months when Sofy sent him a couple of "she's alive" emails just to keep him from panicking, because I literally could not.

I'm getting that down to days and hours, not months and weeks, now, and it feels good. I'm not naive enough to think it'll never get bad again, but it isn't *now* and I plan to enjoy it.

[green]

*hughughugs*

I'm happy you have this time right now to enjoy.

[that_mireille]

*hugs you more*

[fire_juggler]

*hugs* I am sending you all the calm vibes I can muster.

[green]

thank you. <3

[omens]

hugs bb <3 *calm thoughts*

[green]

thank you. <3

[adafrog]

{{{{hugs}}}}

[green]

thank you. <3

[zing_och]

*hugs*

[green]

thank you. <3

[gorgeousnerd]

Hugs and all the calm I can send telepathically. ♥

[green]

thank you. <3

[poala]

"HHHUUUUUUGGGGGGSSSSS"

[green]

thank you. <3

[turps]

*hugs tight*

[green]

thank you. <3

[wolfshark]

*hugs*

[green]

thank you, darling. ♥

[amadi]

*all my hugs*

[green]

thank you, darling. <3