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I had a good rant worked up about my mom getting mad at me for not being able to control my mood swings, but then I got depressed again and ran out of steam.
I have been writing! I have almost 4k of my TW BB! I am getting stuck more than I'd like, but it shakes loose and gets unstuck more often than not. At the moment I am stuck but it's not a sticky stuck, just a 'wait until meg goes to bed and try again' kind of stuck.
I do have bad news, though. It's mental illness stuff, so feel free to skip:
I am rapid cycling. Rapidly. It's freaking me out. Everything I've been reading recently about rapid cycling is talking about change in mood happening within months or weeks or days, but I am talking minute by minute shit. I will be calling the doctor to discuss this with him tomorrow.
Also on the agenda for tomorrow: call the attorney and explain why I cancelled my disability physical yesterday. Hint: I AM APPLYING FOR DISABILITY ON THE BASIS THAT I HAVE AGORAPHOBIA AND DO NOT DO WELL WITH LEAVING THE HOUSE. >:(
I hope it's okay.
The worst thing about tomorrow is that I MUST go to the store to purchase groceries. The last two trips resulted in me almost passing out. Heh. :(
I have been writing! I have almost 4k of my TW BB! I am getting stuck more than I'd like, but it shakes loose and gets unstuck more often than not. At the moment I am stuck but it's not a sticky stuck, just a 'wait until meg goes to bed and try again' kind of stuck.
I do have bad news, though. It's mental illness stuff, so feel free to skip:
I am rapid cycling. Rapidly. It's freaking me out. Everything I've been reading recently about rapid cycling is talking about change in mood happening within months or weeks or days, but I am talking minute by minute shit. I will be calling the doctor to discuss this with him tomorrow.
Also on the agenda for tomorrow: call the attorney and explain why I cancelled my disability physical yesterday. Hint: I AM APPLYING FOR DISABILITY ON THE BASIS THAT I HAVE AGORAPHOBIA AND DO NOT DO WELL WITH LEAVING THE HOUSE. >:(
I hope it's okay.
The worst thing about tomorrow is that I MUST go to the store to purchase groceries. The last two trips resulted in me almost passing out. Heh. :(