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vertigo flared up today. this usually only happens if I get really, stupidly upset and cry a lot. but I haven't, so I don't know what's up. gotta spend a lot of time in bed because moving = more vertigo and nausea. but it's even worse for my back. the laying around, I mean. so I don't know.

also today my period started up (a few hours after the vertigo arrived) so now I'm dealing with cramps on top of awful back pain and being unable to move my head certain ways without feeling like the world is tipping in alarming ways.

UGH.
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putting this behind a cut because weight/body/food talk (plus "death/suicide is inevitable" thoughts)

small goal and baby steps )

STEP ONE: set a goal done!

p.s. yes I know I should discuss with my doc. but I don't have the money for an extra doc visit and didn't think of it on Monday, so I can't do that for a few months.

to do list

Apr. 25th, 2015 01:30 pm
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RL:

  • mother's day gift for mom

  • brave the wilds of Winn-Dixie for food



Fannish:


  • Work on Turtles (Inception fic)

  • organize pinboard

  • compile some recs for Tumblr

  • vid! (tentative plan is for a Labyrinth vid)

  • watch the rest of Daredevil

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last night I made a spreadsheet

for my Inception fic

which is more than a fic now, it's a series, which makes it easier for me to think about it now

but I think it's going to be a loose-ish collection of fics ranging in size from 250 to 5k words

but the 'verse spans 20+ years so you can see where I'd need help keeping track of it

yay spreadsheets :D

(xposted to tumblr)
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(HOLY CRAP I FINALLY FINISHED IT!)

Awake and Unafraid (31047 words) by Green
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Alan Deaton, Scott McCall, Claudia Stilinski, Peter Hale, Marin Morrell, Sheriff Stilinski, Isaac Lahey, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fusion, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alpha Peter Hale, Alpha Derek Hale, Beta Derek Hale, Human Scott McCall, Minor Character Deaths, Alive Claudia Stilinski, Car Accident, Parallel Universes, Magical Stiles Stilinski, Rebuilt Hale House, original non-human characters - Freeform, Spirits, Spirit Guides, Mates
Summary:

Since the car accident that took one of his parents (or both, or neither), Stiles has been living two alternating parallel lives.

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I am now the proud owner of a brand new HEATING PAD! (cheaper than the sunbeam site says; I bought it for $29.84 from Walmart)

The one I've been using off and on for the past couple of years was given to me by my mom's ex-husband. It didn't have a brand on it anywhere, and it was vinyl with a cheap, thin snap cover. The closest I can find at the moment is like this one, though mine was much older. The main problem with heating pads like that is that they scrunch up and fold in on themselves, and I was constantly scared that it would short out like that.

Just the fact that the new one is NOT VINYL is a huge plus. The automatic timer (turns off after 2 hours) seemed annoying to me at first (though you can turn that feature off and make it stay on if you like), but it's probably a good thing. I do tend to leave the heating pad on for a long time and that could result in burning (though this model doesn't get as hot as the old one), so I'm going to try to use it for 2 hours, take a short break, then put it on for another 2 hours, and so on.

Some of the reviews I've read about this one state that they burn out over time. I really, really hope this isn't going to happen to mine since it took me ages to get a new one and if it stops working I'm going to be so fucked. The heating pad is the only thing that works besides the Percocet. :\

in other news: I wrote about 600 words today and plan to write more before bed. however, the words aren't on any of my WIPs, but for a totally different fic idea that popped into my head out of the blue today. well, not really. I started to write on a fic I'd abandoned almost 3 years ago, but once I wrote a few paragraphs thought of a totally different predicament this character could find himself in...
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