green: raven (stock: tired)
green ([personal profile] green) wrote2011-04-11 09:37 am

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talking makes it easier, but I'm so ashamed. mania mania mania. at least I'm aware. or maybe it is better to not be aware.

I'm keeping myself from cutting my own hair.

I want to write but the ideas are packed in, fighting and yelling over each other.

I need you.

hate my brain, hate it. why is it sometimes I love the mania? sometimes I can ride it like a wave, and get things done, and revel in the flying feelings.

now it's so jumbled and it hurts and I hate my brain.

this is the worst.

this icon is a lie.
omens: sun shining through leaves (misc - summer love)

[personal profile] omens 2011-04-11 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
((((Green)))) that jumbly feeling is the worst :(
turlough: dark red autumn foliage against a bright blue sky ((xover) dark boys)

[personal profile] turlough 2011-04-11 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you a lot*
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[personal profile] hoeg 2011-04-11 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
*HUGS*
omens: sun shining through leaves (Default)

[personal profile] omens 2011-04-11 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Hooray, glad to hear it! :D
noxie: aragorn hugging haldir (!hugs)

[personal profile] noxie 2011-04-12 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs hugs hugs*