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paranoia and alienation and irrationality. whee.
let's see how many friendships I can fuck up by tomorrow.
the stupid thing is that I'm fucking craving people right now, and for love and friendship, but I am in the worst place for that sort of thing right now.
what I really want is to read a story about someone getting kidnapped and tortured and thought dead and then rescued and nursed back to health. I think I might be able to find something like that in sga fandom. wish there was some bandom fic like that, though.
let's see how many friendships I can fuck up by tomorrow.
the stupid thing is that I'm fucking craving people right now, and for love and friendship, but I am in the worst place for that sort of thing right now.
what I really want is to read a story about someone getting kidnapped and tortured and thought dead and then rescued and nursed back to health. I think I might be able to find something like that in sga fandom. wish there was some bandom fic like that, though.