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1. I added some people to my circle from the DW friending meme. They are all TW people. \o/ Hi new people!

2. Went to Meg's holiday program at her school today. It was ace.

3. Am almost done with my Dragon Big Bang! Well, I'm in the middle of the climax, and then I'll have some more stuff to write but then I'll be DONE, BABYYYYYYYY!

4. Saw Adam today! He looks good. Happy.

...that is all for now.
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Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me


Yes, I'm listening to The Cure.

I can't wait for the new True Blood tonight. Nicca and Adam are coming over to watch it with me. Awesome! Did I mention that they are roommates now? I hope it works out well for them. I think I might smell a bit of romance in the air for them as well. At least, that is how it seems. I haven't seen them together in about a week, so I will know better when I see them interact tonight.

Someone on OKCupid actually messaged me BACK. I am excited. One of these days I'm going to have a significant other again, and it's going to rock. Hopefully.

I've been really crazy in the brain lately and I want to apologize to people I've whined to about it. On the other hand, I want to thank the people like Amy who always listen and offer hugs and don't judge me for being mentally ill. It is good to have friends like her.
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Adam came over again last night and it was good. :)

I'm thinking of signing up for hurt/comfort bingo. I LOVE hurt/comfort. But I don't know if I can take on another challenge right now.

Does anyone have any ideas for my verbal humiliation square? Pairings, scenarios? I'm having trouble with it.
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Adam came over and I'm feeling better. Just talking has helped a LOT.

Meg went to the doctor today because her toe was all bloody and weird. She has a slight infection, so the doctor gave her some antibiotics.

Did I mention I'm feeling better? I don't want to die anymore, and my mood is up. My head still feels scrambled, but at least I'm talking in complete sentences again.

Thank you for all the hugs and good thoughts.
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Today I am at Adam's house. He's got chickens and goats and a dog that behaves, and all kinds of cool things for the boys to get into. Right now Z is hunting arrowheads and a little while ago the boys were driving the golf cart around. I am borrowing Adam's mom's computer to post this and talk to Andrea and Kat online. I'm having a good day.

Still no news on my mom's boyfriend. It's a weird situation that I might post about locked one of these days.

I really wish I could write, but I can't do it with the kids around. My mind just won't let me. I'm so afraid I'll lost my writing mojo.

I'm so fucking horrendously anxious about Meg's upcoming tests. I don't remember if I've posted about it, but we are going to be scheduled for a five day hospital stay with her so she can have a long video EEG and an MRI. The last time we did that, it was several years ago and I had a prolonged panic attack. At least this time I will have medication and I can drug myself to the eyeballs with Ativan if need be.
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Another good day! I've been doing the twitter thing more often. I need more people on my twitter feed. Add me! https://twitter.com/xanphibian

My computer is completely fried. I get it back tomorrow from the place. Hopefully.

Money problems. Blah. Paying to have my computer fixed is NOT HELPING.

Going out with Adam tonight. Hopefully we'll see Sherlock Holmes, but I'm not sure we'll get there on time.

Doing the OKC thing again, and I also signed up for match.com. I'll let you know if anything pans out. Mostly I just want to date different people and have fun.

I guess that's all. Love you all. :)
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I have been down for a little while. It doesn't matter how many cycles of up and down I go through, I never get used to how much it sucks.

Adam tried to cheer me up by taking me out to see District 9. HAHAHAHA OH GOD THAT MOVIE. Okay, it's good? But not the thing you want to watch when you're depressed. I keep seeing all these thoughtful, glowing reviews of it. I just want my faith in humanity back :(
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I went to the chiropractor yesterday and I'm going back again today. Yesterday I found out that what I thought was sciatica (shooting pain down my leg, ow) was really bursitis and I've had an inflamed muscle in my hip and thigh for years and didn't know what it was. Apparently with some exercises I can make it all better! I still have something wrong with my lower back though, and today when I go back I'm going to find out what my x-rays say about it and hopefully get a little relief.

In Jew classes I've been studying the three weeks, the destruction of the temples, and Tisha B'Av. I just finished reading a long commentary on Lamentations. Torah study is FUN, even when the subject matter is something like mourning.

The boys have been with me for the past two weeks. Jerry is supposed to pick them up today, but I don't know if he's actually going to or not. It's been fun. (and a little crazy) Adam has come over a lot and helped me with them. They actually listen to Adam. I don't know why they don't listen to me. :\

I applied to go back to college this fall. I am worried I won't get in because the last time I went my GPA was abysmal. I'm not talking about it much because it makes me nervous.

eta: OH AND. I haven't smoked in two weeks! \o/
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I have 4400 words of fic but it's messy and needs a complete overhaul. I don't even know what I'm doing with it, or if I'm going to finish it or what. I kind of don't like it very much right now.

I went to see Terminator Salvation yesterday with Adam. It was okay, but I mostly just looked at Anton Yelchin and sighed. It's awesome to see him without the accent, and he's cute as a button. Christian Bale did nothing for me.

Meg is having a lot of seizures today. :\ I don't know what's going on with her. We upped one of her medications recently, and that should have helped, but it's not.
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w00t! After three weeks of being depressed, my up has finally come! Now I just have to cram as much stuff into what time I have while I'm energized and motivated as I can.

I finally went and saw Star Trek today with Adam. Adam is in love with me, or at least he thinks he is. It's all very uncomfortable because I just want to be friends. It kind of sucks for him but it's not that easy for me, either.

I also bought 4 new Terry Pratchett books at the bookstore. Well, not new, but definitely new to me as I haven't read him before this past week. I was dragging my heels, I know.

SOOOO many things to do this weekend. Yay!

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