[sticky entry] Sticky: hello and policies

Jun. 9th, 2020 06:16 pm
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Hi, and welcome to my journal! You found me!

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Here are some other places you can find me:

AIM: beingagreenmum
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livejournal: (same content as DW) http://undeny.livejournal.com
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you can find my art/icon/graphics credits here @ pinboard

my fic on DW is all tagged.

Friend/defriend at will. Access or none, it's all good.


Feel free to podfic, illustrate, make banners, translate, write sequels or remix my fics. Feel free to write fic for my art. Do whatever you want. Just link back to the original, okay?

So I'm giving blanket permission to make transformative works of my (solo) transformative works -- you don't have to ask! I would prefer you tell me where you've posted so I can squee about it, though, and thank you very much for choosing to do something with my stuff.

EDIT, taken from [personal profile] teaotter's policy:

Additionally, for podficcers:

If you ever need to change words/omit dialogue tags/add dialogue tags/bend, fold, spindle or punch holes in one of my fics for better podficcing purposes, please do so at will! If you do, please give yourself credit for it, wherever you would normally have notes: "this fic is by [author] with (additions/alterations/ease-of-podfic transformations/contributions/however you want to describe it) by [your name]", or "adapted for podfic by [you] from a work by [author]" or whatever variation works for you.
green: (detective l: luo fei)
My friend Bee ([personal profile] syriala) just posted her first Guardian fic. It's deliciously angsty. And short, so no big time commitment. It is HERE (please give her love and welcome her to the fandom)

I am SO HAPPY that I got her watching Guardian, and that she's properly fannish about it, and sending me angsty headcanons every day, and I'm just THRILLED. I'm thrilled to be in this fandom and thrilled that Bee is here too, and all of you who are also in the fandom. I am just so happy, yay!

I also got someone else watching. [tumblr.com profile] midnightselphie watched 5 eps last night! And then today I got an anon ask on tumblr asking where to find the Guardian English sub eps. :D

Here's to old friends and new. 🥂✨
(and I am endlessly thankful to [personal profile] mecurtin for getting me here, too!)

I have seen the first 4 eps of Detective L and I am loving it. I don't watch a lot of shows. Well, no, I watch a lot but it's usually the same ole thing. I cannot tell you how many times I've seen Midsomer Murders. It is familiar and Meg (my daughter) likes it, so it's on like all the time. When that's not on, we're watching the same old episodes of British Bake Off on Netflix. Occasionally something else like Mythbusters or Due South on DVD. But it's usually just... nothing new. So for me to watch a new thing is a big deal. I blame Bai Yu.
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This is about 800 words of Weilan. It's OOC but I think I can tweak it and make it make more sense, it just might take time. But here you go if you're interested. It's written for a [community profile] getyourwordsout title challenge.

smoking dixing drugs )
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warning, I don't do meta, just feels.

I rewatched the last eps, and now I'm about to rewatch them AGAIN with [personal profile] syriala (aka Bee), who is excited and worried and full of feels and I can't help but be full of feels with her. We're watching 33-40 tomorrow if we can.

this icon, the text is coming from The Boy With the Thorn In His Side, because I have Ye Zun feels that haven't been properly expressed yet.

cut for spoilers through the finale )

Ugh but how touch starved is Shen Wei, for reals? I mean, I know I'm jumping tracks here but I feel for Shen Wei being who he is, this untouchable powerful being who no one really cares about on a personal level until Zhao Yunlan and god now I need fic with touch starved Shen Wei.

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I'm having so much fun getting [tumblr.com profile] bloody-bee-tea into Guardian. She really loves Lao Chu. I've just got to get her over here to DW and we'll be set! The fandom on Tumblr seems pretty dead, at least compared to here.

I rewatched the last eps, but I'm watching also with Bee (we just finished 27). So my head is all over the place. I have a million fic ideas but no actual output on them yet. Mostly my fannish creative outlet has been icons lately...

Oh, and I've been listening to lots of music and deciding if it's Guardian music or not. lol
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I am hyped about writing this, but I need advice.

cut for ep 38ish spoilers )
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I wrote Guardian fic! I'm still shaky on characterizations but I'm getting there. Nervous AF to post it, but oh well. for [community profile] fan_flashworks

Title: The Moon and All the Stars
Fandom: Guardian
Rating: Explicit
Length: 1339 words
Content notes: Shen Wei POV, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, spoilers through 38(?), past era, handjob, come eating, first time(?)
Author notes: my first (completed) Guardian fic omg
Summary: The things they get up to in caves.

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I've really got to find a new way to organize my icons because I've been making so many and this was a BITCH to post.

Here you have a bunch of icons from Guardian. They are all sharable. Some were made in a fever dream. Some are over 40k, so they will be usable on DW but not LJ, if any of you were thinking of that.

Icons were made for challenges and for my own amusement.


iconses! )
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ughhh I hate my internet. it was out from the time I got up until about 15 minutes ago. wtf.

I watched Guardian and made icons. lol I really need to post a batch soon.
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I dropped out of two bangs. The first, the Steter Reverse Bang, I feel the most guilty about. The WIP Big Bang is no big deal; no one was counting on me and I didn't have an art partner.

I can put the bot fic on temporary hiatus until I'm feeling the Teen Wolf muse again, and until then I can just... chill.

I do still have 2 Fandom Trumps Hate fics I have to write, but they aren't due until December so hopefully, that gives me plenty of time to stop being quite so obsessed with Guardian.

In Guardian news, I have written about 1500 words of a ridic vampire!ZYL fic. AND I made a pretty edit of The Sprawl.

(reblog on Tumblr)
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My internet is so unreliable. It was out from last night until just a little while ago. it is the WORST.

However, I took advice and had downloaded some of Guardian so I was able to (re)watch offline while I stewed about having no access to anything else.

This has been a random rant.

Oh, I made this icon while I was offline. I was going to put text on it, but it wasn't working for me, and it's self-explanatory anyway. What a wonderful moment. Like, is this even real????

(this is the second time I've used the 'enthralled' mood in a post about Guardian, and can you blame me?)


Apr. 4th, 2019 02:54 pm
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I finished the series.

reaction with vagueish spoilers )
I've um, already started my rewatch. and I'm downloading everything, too. because vids might be happening. I haven't made a vid in 10 years but this showwwwww! *flails*
green: (guardian: That Scene)
my internet was out ALL DAY and I spent ALL DAY thinking about Guardian and upset that I couldn't be watching it with the internet out.

mostly I just wanted to post with this icon because that scene is my favorite so far.
green: (guardian: is there a ship name?)
okay so thanks to [personal profile] mecurtin I'm so totally into Guardian at the moment? I'm on a binge, big time. I'm only on the 10th episode but I am hooked. I spent a good half hour today just squeeing at Mal about ep 8.

But I have so many responsibilities to Teen Wolf at the moment - doing Steter Reversebang and the WIP Big Bang with a TW fic, plus my android fic I'm posting and then I also have 2 more I absolutely have to write because they are my Fandom Trumps Hate fics.

But am I working on any of those at the moment? No. I am watching Guardian and making Guardian icons and squeeing to anyone who will listen about the show.


Mar. 14th, 2019 08:06 am
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I used to like a scent from bath and body works called Velvet Tuberose. They discontinued it and I was sad. I was able to buy some on eBay but it was expensive to do it that way, plus the stuff was old. But nowwww they have taken that scent and rebranded it into something called One in a Million and I am in HEAVEN.

*sniffs self*

Ahhhhh. Self-care never smelled so good.
green: (tua: 5 at the end of the world)
18 icons, no rhyme or reason to them
mostly from 1x01 and 1x02 (except for the Vanya/violin ones)


did I ever tell you guys about the time I waxed my ass with chocolate pudding? )

screencaps from [tumblr.com profile] dcnouement
comment and credit, please
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Hey, it’s BROWSING week for FTH. That means you can look through their tags and see who is offering what, and get ready for the actual bidding, which starts on February 26th. Here’s the schedule:

Sunday, January 6th: creator signups open.

Friday, February 1st: creator signups close.

Tuesday, February 19th: Browsing week begins.

Tuesday, February 26th, 8pm EST: Bidding opens

Friday, March 1st, 8pm EST: Bidding closes

Friday, March 8th, 8pm EST: proof of donation due from winning bidders

You can check out my offering here. I’m going to be writing to benefit Puerto Rico through ConPRmetidos again. My own area got hit by a hurricane last season, but we got help. Puerto Rico is still suffering and trying to rebuild after Maria.

I’ll post about this again when it’s time to start bidding!
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on tumblr I wanted to go into a long rant/explanation about why I needed to ask for money but I didn't because I was afraid some asshole would try to pick it apart.

but I guess I can kinda explain here. my medicaid has flipped around to a different managed care provider and now I need new doctor authorizations before they will pay for certain things. in the meantime I'm left paying cash. and then there was my regular eye doctor who stopped taking medicaid altogether. so I had to pay for an eye exam* and glasses (at least I was able to order the glasses from zenni so I didn't have to pay a lot). I had to pay for my pain meds this month. I have no idea what's going to happen when the big, expensive med I take comes up in about a week - it's way more than I can pay for out of pocket (the last time I checked, a 30 day supply was $1400). hopefully the doctor will have enough samples of Vraylar to hold me over until the new medicaid managed care provider decides I can have it after all.

we will not even get into the stress I'm having because 'what if they decide not to pay for it?'

I am switching internet providers because the one we have now (CenturyLink) sucks HARD. they have outages all the time, sometimes just for an hour, but sometimes for days at a time. so I'm getting xfinity. I don't have good credit (or any credit, tbh) so I had to put down a deposit for the hardware they sent to get me set up. I haven't switched over yet because I'm waiting on someone to come out here and install something on my house so I can use it. but that was another expense.

my mom's computer died and I got her a new chromebook. she's paying me back but couldn't right away, so that was a little over $200.

we are still paying for the new heat and air unit that we had to replace last summer.

we are still paying for repairs on the house and property because of hurricane Michael. these are things the insurance didn't cover.

I don't qualify for SNAP, so I buy all the groceries with cash.

like, I'm on a fixed income with my SSI. I don't have all this money. I've tried to set up a Patreon in the past but 1. it freaked me out and gave me so much anxiety I couldn't stand it and 2. I hate making any kind of money off fannish activities and it didn't feel right

thanks for reading this.

*I can't just go anywhere. I need to go to familiar places. so going to a new eye doctor who DOES take my medicaid when I've already psyched myself up to go see the familiar one is haaaaaaaaaard. too hard, in this case. my anxiety and agoraphobia suck donkey balls.

TL;DR - I need money and my paypal is anthony.melissa@rocketmail.com
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my internet went out for a few days and it was awful.

yes, again.

I'm changing providers soon.


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