[sticky entry] Sticky: hello and policies

Jun. 9th, 2020 06:16 pm
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Hi, and welcome to my journal! You found me!

Here are some other places you can find me:

AIM: beingagreenmum
personal tumblr: http://yogi-bogey-box.tumblr.com/
callum keith rennie tumblr: http://fuckyeahcallumkeithrennie.tumblr.com/
twitter: http://twitter.com/#!/undeny
my fic at AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/users/Green
livejournal: (same content as DW) http://undeny.livejournal.com
recs: https://pinboard.in/u:greenie-green/t:recs/

you can find my art/icon/graphics credits here @ pinboard

my fic on DW is all tagged.

Friend/defriend at will. Access or none, it's all good.


Feel free to podfic, illustrate, make banners, translate, write sequels or remix my fics. Feel free to write fic for my art. Do whatever you want. Just link back to the original, okay?

So I'm giving blanket permission to make transformative works of my (solo) transformative works -- you don't have to ask! I would prefer you tell me where you've posted so I can squee about it, though, and thank you very much for choosing to do something with my stuff.

EDIT, taken from [personal profile] teaotter's policy:

Additionally, for podficcers:

If you ever need to change words/omit dialogue tags/add dialogue tags/bend, fold, spindle or punch holes in one of my fics for better podficcing purposes, please do so at will! If you do, please give yourself credit for it, wherever you would normally have notes: "this fic is by [author] with (additions/alterations/ease-of-podfic transformations/contributions/however you want to describe it) by [your name]", or "adapted for podfic by [you] from a work by [author]" or whatever variation works for you.
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I'm kinda out of it today. My head is a cross between supremely tired and outrageously MESSED UP. Just tangled up and hardly making sense. Words = difficult. Going from one subject to another in a logical way isn't working. In my mind, I mean. I feel like this might be like having a concussion, only without the severe blow to the head.

Possibly medication-related, since it only got worse after I the dose of Ritalin 2 or so hours ago. Which I took to combat the lethargy and tiredness I assumed was depression-related.

Ugh. This is NOT FUN.

This is a case where my DW zombie icon is actually warranted.
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I posted a comment at [personal profile] theladyscribe's If you build it, they will come: a friending meme for reasons. (these reasons being me hoping to make some new fannish friends)

I will not be doing the December posting meme because I suck at anything that requires commitment, but maybe I will end up spending more time at DW anyway. I would like to interact with people more here. Fannishly. My journals have become a wasteland with an odd 'my life sucks' cactus and infrequent 'I have no money' tumbleweed here and there.

So here's an idea: I will try to post more about fandom things. To kick it off, here's the update on what I've been doing on the internet for the past few months!

1. I read a shitload of fic on AO3. This takes up a lot of my time. Most recently I've been reading MCU fic the most. Sometimes I switch back over to Teen Wolf. Sometimes I read Inception, Leverage, and Torchwood. Sometimes I look for crossovers with those fandoms.

2. I go to Tumblr at least once a day now (biiiig improvement over how often I used it about a year ago, which was like, practically never).

3. Think about writing. Take notes and/or outline new fics. Rarely, write prose for said fics.

Oh, and today I acquired Loki Agent of Asgard 001-008. I will attempt to read them one of these days.
green: "you must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you" (text: writing)
no new actual words.

HOWEVER! I did manage to finish the outline for my first Frostiron fic. I'm hoping I can write it.

The other two fics I'm sorta actively working on (the Inception time travel and my Sterek for [livejournal.com profile] teenwolfbigbang) continue to flit around in my mind and one day I'll do more than think about them aggressively.

I could use more sounding boards or cheerleaders. If you're interested in either Arthur/Eames, Loki/Tony Stark, or Derek/Stiles ABO, you could leave a comment and maybe we can chat about it?
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green: zoe and mal from firefly with the caption 'sanity is relative' (firefly: sanity is relative)
(title from The Bell Jar, cause I'm feeling obvious)

Been feeling really crappy[1] for the past few days. Don't know why, exactly[2]. It's possibly the med I tried last week but you'd think that would be over with by now, especially since I only took it for 3 days. But anyway.

I am depressed. On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being 'it's great to be alive' and 1 means I need a hospital setting where my shoelaces are taken, I'd go with 1.39 as my number.


Also, I'd like to say that I'm so sick of people using the word 'depressed' when they aren't actually depressed, because then when the word is used properly, it reads as a very weak, watered-down description of what it truly is.

I've let Mom know how bad it is, so she's watching me. In case you were worried. So don't worry.

[1] understatement

[2] so sick of blaming everything on my brain weasels - yes, I do know that 'random bouts of depression' comes with the bipolar territory, but it makes me feel so helpless when that's the ~only reason. I want something concrete I can, idk, SHOOT. something other than my own head, I mean. oh, haha, probably shouldn't say that in the same post where I'm alluding to suicide, right?
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green: stiles and derek in the pool with the text "trust me" (teen wolf: trust me)
I made another bingo card with the bingo generator. the last one I made I did nothing with, but... who knows?

3x3 card with emotion prompts )
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So many WIPs. Too many, really. But I'd love to get one or two of them finished before 2015 rolls around. To help me get these straight in my mind, I've compiled a list!

a couple of unfinished works I have lying around gdocs )

Pom-pom wave at me if you want?
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good morning!

I need to post here more often. last night I was backreading some of my circle's posts and saw several bemoaning the shift of fandom to Tumblr and how after the move to LJ some of us were not-quite-comfy with all the new info (posts about our cats and plants and bodily functions...) but now it's gone in the opposite direction and there's very little of the personal now. And how it's harder to make new fannish friends. I think it's not harder, it's just different. But I also would like to hang out here more often and interact with my circle more. But that's on ME. I don't spend a lot of time on Tumblr but I don't spend a lot of time on DW or LJ, either. The majority of my interactions happen via IM nowadays, but because of my various anxieties, I'm only chatting with 3 people on a regular basis: [personal profile] majoline, [personal profile] calystarose, and [tumblr.com profile] limnetic. I don't really feel comfortable with anyone else anymore. :\ But I think I'm better with interactions on DW and LJ. And I recently joined [livejournal.com profile] ushobwri and am trying to comment there and be a real part of that community, though it's way outside what's become my comfort zone.

gotta go. we're taking meg to get her new AFOs today. they have stars! current ones have butterflies and I think the stars are a little more 'grown up'. :)
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This morning I started thinking how much I wish I could make Mom happy with the religion stuff. I started thinking about how she's 70 now, and her health isn't stellar, and how maybe one day I'll regret not at least going to church with her sometimes. But just the thought of setting foot in a Christian church again, and a Free Will Baptist church at that, makes me sick to my stomach.

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